Catch up

I've never blogged, so its a good thing noone will read this. Anyway, I am currently a student at CF in ocala, no it's not a community college, it's a 4 year institution that only has a 4 year degree offered for business right now. Yeah, I know. I should've gone to a University, but I'm easily annoyed by college aged kids. Drinking and drugs and stupidity just makes me mad, and being a follower of christ, I thought it best to stay home away from all that. Plus, I was told if I go to CF it wil be paid for through my work in high school horticulture class. The two correspond, which is convenient. I, however, was the guinea pig for this, the very first person to intend completing both programs, and they lied. I got no grants I was promised. Which wouldn't be bad, if brght futures hadn't also lost my application, which my Dad has gotten angry about, and directed that anger to me, as if I work for bright futures and lost my own application. smh. But I'm working on it. But currently, I have 3 classes (I couldn't get a 4th because they were all full, another perk of community college -_-) Everyday I regret not going away for school, but I have hope it could still get better. My boyfriend also stayed home and goes to CF, but he has plans to enlist in something and do something stupid and dangerous. Don't get me wrong, I support that he wants to serve the country and has a calling for that, it just scares me. FTR, we've been together for 2 and a half years, I'm not one of those crazy "we've been dating a week and I'm planning our future now" kids. God has a plan for us, we just have to find it somehow. But now that you know what my boyfriend wants to do, I'll tell you what I want to do. I'm studying horticulture, and my immediate plan is to be a commercial landscape designer, eventually designing golf courses. But that's not my forever career, that's just to get me enough money to start my own landscaping business, specializing in pollution reducing, xeroscaping, and eco-friendly landscapes. Then, I plan to re-open my grandparents "Burton nursery" I grew up working in and be a wholesale producer/own some property and raise cows and lambs. I hope I can live in Kentucky, where my dads side of the family is from and owns countless farms and businesses and bascially the whole town of Plato, KY. But with Brandon enlisting, who knows. As you can see, I love agriculture. FFA was my life and what defined me all through high school, and now I;m trying to find myself without it. I also love fitness and nutrition and only eat all-natural. It just makes sense, but I'm always catching crap from my family and friends that I'm obsessed. But the way America's looking, health seems like a good thing to obsess over. Speaking of work-outs, I did a crazy one yesterday, Spartacus from mens health magazine. It's not bad just a lot of squatting, which isn't my strong point, so I can't feel my legs. I'm definitely wearing flats to work today, not heels. BTW I'm a receptionist at a car dealer. But I also tutor and drive a friends baby to school and back. Those are just side jobs, but those two side jobs double my weekly income from just te car dealership, so I think they're real jobs. For twwo summers I was a lifeguard at the local waterpark, but I didn't like the way everyone worked (they didn't, basically) and needed a not seasonal job, so I was happy to finally find another job. I've also recieved a Horticulture Professional license in my senior year of high school, which is I guess kind of  big deal. I was ecstatic, it wasn't easy, but it hasn't really done much for me yet. I think that's pretty much all I can say about me right now. This was kind of a background info one, the ones to follow won't be as boring, I hope.